I want to die

I want to die Everything was fine until this afternoon. It's been something I've been hurt, I hurt. Above the person I love most. It makes no sense at all. Maybe you have not done with malicious intent do not know. I do not want to live. Everything hurts, I hate everything. Nothing I like anything I can. And the little that gives me courage, I remove them. Who is who gives me courage I remove them. It makes no sense to be so. Only I hurt myself and not fix anything. I have no willpower, I can not change! Am. I hate you * do not love me as I am. But, although you would change, I do not want you want someone you * build: I want you to love me as I am. Do you understand? I love you like you * are, not how I want to be. And if I want, if you hate me, tell me. But say it well. Do not hurt me with your words. If you want to hurt me, I do not feel anything damage for me. Well, nothing, nothing ... What do you feel? retching Do I hate? Bored? ¿¿Do you feel? Is it so difficult? I want to know. I'm going to love forever. But I want to be aware, though I hurt, your feelings. Today we got hurt. But you do not do anything ... just take a cigarette and smoke to burn my fingers, If smoking makes me happy smoking. But do not hurt me. And be happy with your new friends. Do not pretend like you I do not pretend that you care. Do not pretend. Be like you (you are as you are). Because I do not know if I've ever cheated or deceived if you start now. But whatever, do not deceive me more. Please. Do not hurt me (not lie to me or humiliate me or anything like it) because it will be like being stabbed until I die for you.
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